| this shit is CLOSED moved to im_plicit. PEAAACE. |
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| inhale. exhale.
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jockers make me laugh. piss me off? to a point. but yeah, it's funny. i won't expose her, because she knows who she is. but i like her description of the layout. "the theme of this layout is very messy and vivid. it kinda is a reflection of the wild side of me. if you like it, drop a line about it please." whateverrrr. RAWR bite me. btw, thanks jennie (:
chemistry is kinda making sense to me. kinda. i gave up trying to get my schedule changed. i gave up trying to stay awake in history. i actually kinda like gym. geometry's alright. literature .. i'm awake. spanish? i'm tolerating it. lunch feels emptier. my goals from the beginning of the year are gone. wow. school's so exciting! i'm just looking forward to the next two weeks. hudson dance then the cp dance. wooooot. finally. need some dancin. alright i shall go study now because i'm a good girl *(: suuuuuure.
oh and one more thing. it's so funny how some people tell me how i'm so in love. when i'm really not. i mean, i'm crazy about mario. i'm falling for him. no doubt. but shoot, i really don't know what love is. true love lasts forever. love endures all things, and in the end, it stares you in the face, and you don't regret one thing you went through with that person, because your love is still as strong, maybe even stronger. the person i spend my life with, that'll be love. like mario said, "'i love you' is just an expression to tell someone how strong you feel about them." yeah, i've said my share of "i love you"s .. i think there will be many more. when i feel so much for someone and care about them .. it can't be helped, you know? but all that is nothing compared to the true love you feel when you look in each other's eyes and know you don't have to say a word, because just one look says a million and one "i love you"s, and you know it's forever. like i said, i don't know what love is. i don't know if i will, but i just pray that when i'm older and wiser, i'll find my special somebody. if i'm with him right now, it's wonderful, of course. but i know that in my heart that he's out there somewhere. he might be staring me in the face, or be out there waiting for me. i'll just have to wait and see. hahaha okay i'm stopping. sorry just was on a roll, you know?!
eh, ONE FINAL THING. sorry. lol. what sucks about xanga is that they don't have the "cut" like an lj-cut for livejournal. aw boo. |
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| new layout. hope you guys like. cause i like. lol
i feel so lost in chemistry. fucknut. lol. even if the boyfriend is in honor's chemistry at his school, he's no help. greeaat. i hope i don't fail this year. i don't like failing. failing sucks. failing means more work. alright i'm shutting up.
tennis season is going great. hopefully our third undefeated year. let's hope we make it past round one in states this year. them tall freakin girls. haha. i got me a new baby! haha a heavier/smaller racket. let's hope i can get used to it. not the best time to switch, but i will pull it off. i hope (:
hmm .. i'm hungry. peeaace. miss you rence!! tita <3s you. |
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| 100104<3 finally official just for you guys. hunny .. you're shtupid (: |
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